Originally Recorded: Sunday, June 12, 2022

Deep & Thorough Resolution of "The Soul's Perceived Need to Punish & Block Itself" -- and the Underlying Reasons & Contexts Causing that Perceived Need Throughout Your Soul's History & Ancestry

This clearing is going to focus on our soul's history of creating self-punishment programming, based on our perceived belief that we live in an unfriendly universe, that "god" wants to punish us for our wrongdoing, or that by punishing ourselves now, we will be avoiding some kind of eternal punishment later.

If it feels like you have one foot on the gas and another on the brake, and like it's very difficult for you to make forward progress in some or all areas of life, this clearing will help you.

I have done variations on this type of clearing before, but never at this level of depth and breadth.

My work often centers around unwinding various forms of inner spiritual stuckness. We can all feel when our consciousness is restricted in some way. No matter how much we push and try to make something happen, we feel blocked. Realizing that ultimately, blocks emerge from our internal state of consciousness, we need to do all we can to free ourselves inwardly first.

The capacity of our consciousness to self-contract and self-restrict is deeply embedded. It stems from the reflective consciousness we have been given as human beings, meaning that we have the capacity to use our minds to open to the Infinite, or we can use our minds to create our own inner prisons.

When our perceptions remain unevolved, we may unconsciously affirm that there is some greater power than us, but we may believe that power to be punitive and negative. Our belief may be that we are guilty for doing something wrong, or guilty for not doing something else better. Somehow, our inner psychology reasons that if contract and punish ourselves now for this perceived wrong, then we will be spared further (or eternal) punishment by the higher negative power of the universe.

This reasoning is of course totally erroneous, but our own psychology only knows what we program it to know. So it is done unto us as we perceive. We are bound, sometimes tremendously, by our own repeatedly affirmed negative belief system of self-punishment.

So in this clearing, we are going to scan all lifetimes, history, and ancestral lineages, to root out the self-punishing energy itself. But we are also going to work on resolving the reasons behind creating the programming in the first place, including various relationships, scenarios, and desires to contract ourselves in the first place.

Here is the outline we will use for this clearing:

The self-restriction complex:

• self-hatred

• self-punishment

• self-rejection

• self-blame

• self-contraction

• self-limitation

• selfishness

• self-destruction

• abdication of self

• self-centeredness

• self-restriction

• self-condemnation

• self-sabotage

• self-blockage

• self-absorption

• self-flagellation

• self-chastisement

• self-abandonment

• negative self-involvement

Positive "self" qualities (we are going to clear blocks preventing these factors from ):

• self-responsibility

• self-reliant

• self-supporting

• self-sustaining

• self-sufficient

• self-contained

• self-governing

• self-competence

• self-agency

• self-authority

We are going to work with each item in the above lists throughout various soul contexts, including the following:

• relationship

• money

• career

• health

• spiritual growth & connection